Wide Awake -
Be this Truth
or fantasy I hopeful you will find a door to the realm of
possibility. Just before you read this take a second to create three
boxes for beliefs. 1) it rings true to my soul, 2) it could be Truth
but I am not sure, 3) feels creepy. #1 is pretty clear that it is
Truth for you - #2 your Truth will be clear to you when you expand
your awareness and consciousness, #3 burn it. HINT: only you can
define your reality, rule 1 is that you have free will to experience
anything, free will to even modify your prenatal contract, free will
has no bounds, simply say “I ask to experience ….”.
My
most common type of blocks to expanded awareness and increased
consciousness is that of my physical mind chatter. Especially when
it spirals into confusion. When I am confused it is the sign to
myself that I am wasting my time thinking about the topic at hand.
Sometimes I trick myself into thinking that there is a lesson to be
learned. “I need to know this so that the next time I will be
prepared” or maybe I say “if I look at this long enough I will see a
true and deeper meaning”.
If
you get into a state of confusion or maybe frustration, or heaven
forbid hopelessness or desperation – stop your thoughts right there
and look at your emotion. Are you happy, do you feel love, do you
feel connected, do you feel empowered? If you do not feel in harmony
than you are operating is a mental space that can not offer much
assistance. When you are blended with your higher
consciousness/spirit self every cell in your body is vibrating
higher and your connection to The Source/God/add your belief here,
is very strong. When you are connected to/ blended with your True
self you will feel only love and all the emotion around that
feeling. If you are not feeling love, happiness, hope, freedom, and
liberation then you are thinking/feeling/acting/living within your
physical mental box.
With
that in mind consider the following Truth or fantasy -
I
see our universe contained in a glass”like” tube. At one end of the
tube we have the explosive application of energy. At the other end
we have our current experience in the time line. There was just a
group of us spirit monads that were playing around with this tube
concept at the beginning. The creation of a spirit Monad can be
viewed as a similar process as physical cellular division.
Similar to the reproductive process in nature, The Source
takes a ball of Source energy and infuses it with consciousness. It
is then given free will to express itself as a unique identity. Is a
single cell in your fingernail less important than a single cell in
your eye. Both these
cells have the entire complex of the source cell.
Both these cells are interconnected energetically. The
analogy breaks down pretty quickly. But it may be helpful as a tool
to peak at the concept that - all that exists is interconnected and
makes up a collective consciousness and simultaneous contains the
aspect of individual uniqueness.
I
use the word “Spirit” generally to refer to an individual monad in
spirit time/space and also the collective consciousness of monads
when connected to (MATRIXed) the Source/eachother/group. It would be
very time consuming to identify each aspect of the Source in each
sentence. Whether you read a sentence and perceive “Spirit” as
yourself ,as an individual, or as an individual that is a particle
of the collective consciousness of the Source, or simply God, it’s
all the same.
From
outside the tube we see energy. We see the energy of intent,
inertia, direction, pattern/character. We can see the beginning of
physical time as well as the probable future based on intent,
momentum, and direction. HINT: free will of any being can alter the
probable manifestation at anytime (Yes, no destiny, although we have
collective and individual intended outcomes and experiences) -
regardless spirit knows probability. As you look at the tube from a
spirit vantage point there is no past life of a specific monad.
There are many concurrent life experiences for each monad happening
within the tube. Say for example that you – the consciousness of a
physical monad that is focused on this 2006 time/space within the
tube - then decided to focus your awareness on another expression of
yourself that existed at another time/space in this tube, you would
be able to EXPERIENCE the other seeming “past
life”/dimension/vibration/energy pattern. You might even have the
expanded awareness and consciousness to EXPERIENCE a part of
yourself on another one of the billions of other planets within this
tube.
Why
is EXPERIENCE important in this conversation? Once you experience
something it becomes more real than just a thought in your head.
Once you experience something really far out there you have three
core options – it was real – it was maybe real – I made it up in
head. Suppose that you shared your whacky experience with a few
others and said they experienced they same exact thing. The reality
of your experience increased a level in the belief scale. Now
suppose that over the course of time you meet people all over the
global that experienced the same far out thing. Now you’re getting
to a point where it is difficult to dismiss the validity of your
experience. Similar concept with a seminar – if enough people
experience it, talk about it, give energy, solidify it, believe it,
it becomes real, gets anchored in the human Matrix and it is then so
much easier for other to grasp it. Do you want to solidify negative
thoughts ( and have to run more karma clean-up) or do you want to
solidify thoughts of Life, Truth, Light, and Love? This is the
format that we use to create our perceived existence. Energy follows
thought. EXPERIENCE is our perception of the energy around us.
We, as spirit,
said let’s create a new and unique plane of existence. Let’s create
an evolutionary universe where thought and intent are slowed. Let’s
create a place where we can intend to create and experience
something, anything – and that instead of instant manifestation like
we experience here in spirit space let’s slow the process down to a
snails pace. And yes, we invented a “snail pace” right there before
we even created the physical universe and snails in this glass tube.
We sat down and started to brainstorm – we wanted a place were we
could experience the process of creation while it developed. If we
could slow the vibration of all energy inside this glass tube we
could watch in the minutest detail how our spirit intent was able to
create magnificent manifestations of our thoughts.
We
wanted to watch/learn/understand/ and experiment with ultra slow
creation inside this glass tube. We would need to setup the rules of
creation, laws of manifestation; we needed to slow the vibration of
all the energy within the experiment. We had a bit of a problem. We
were spirit with the ability to instantly see the manifestation of
our thoughts so even if it took a bit “physical time” inside the
tube we instantly knew what the outcome was and we could not
experience the cause and effect actions that happened so quickly and
that was pretty boring. We saw the interests and intent go in and
results come out. We as spirit could not cast off our intent into
this experiment and watch it work in detail with any satisfaction.
We had a brainstorm, as we most often did. We needed to go inside to
start this toy up and create stuff and
experience how
creation works at one of lowest rates of energy vibration that we
could create and sustain.
There is no
time or space outside, in the True spirit existence, as we perceive
it from inside this glass tube. From spirit perspective our cycles
(incarnations) in this tube exist at the same time. From inside this
tube we do not have the awareness to sense it nor do we have
consciousness to understand it. Atleast up until recently we did
not. As the frequency of energy is increased inside the tube we are
now more easily able to receive and decipher the imagery of complex
thoughts that are were always there. We are also able connect to
other beings more easily using our developing telepathy talents.
On
occasion I see complex thoughts coming into my awareness as gold
discs with symbols on them.
Sometimes they unfold and I can see/sense a entire chain of
thoughts or actions in split second. The telepathic communication
can convey an incredible amount of information.
It
took awhile for my physical brain to decipher and translate the
complex thought into something meaningful. For me this process is as
real as any other type of communication I use. No big secret here –
I asked guides for help, said I wanted to modify my DNA, I wanted
wake up, I wanted to serve to the highest good, I asked that I wake
up quickly, safely, naturally, and presto – Ok – it took a while and
some practice but it was literally that easy.
As the word,
really a thought in the spirit collective conscious “MATRIX”, went
out about this novel experiment pretty quickly many more monads came
to the sandbox and wanted to PLAY. So like most multi-user games we
setup parameters. We created a gamescape, we created characters,
roles, scenarios, evolutions, and just like our spirit existence we
created rules using mathematical expressions as a basis for this
creation. It was much like the “ant farm” toy that you can buy at a
toy store. From a spirit vantage point we had created an ideal ant
farm in which to experience the behavior and interaction of
thoughts, feelings, and creation that danced together in a complex
ball of energy. HINT: if you see symbols for fun, dance, Love,
creation, intent, spirit self, from within, Source, frequency,
vibration, feel, experience, - they are triggers to wake up – if
you see symbols for sickness, disease, war, control, hierarchy,
righteousness, separation, segregation, elitism, sin, conforming,
fitting in, isolation, condemnation – they are control mechanism to
confuse and scare you. Fear is the most powerful control method
there is. Some of newer adds on TV actually attempt to appeal to
your desire to “wake up”, to create, to express, to be free. They
make you feel good but the underlying message is “take this drug” or
contribute to this glorious group (large corporation enslavement)
See these controls for what they are, laugh, and release them. They
have no power – that was then, and this is Now. If a leader says
something that makes you feel fear individually or as a society they
are putting in the hooks of control. Fear/Fiction or Love/Truth your
choice.
We created
this glass tube and with our collective intent. We then sent energy
into this glass”like” tube. We sent in a bunch of raw
energy/’material’. Now came the tricky part. We could see the energy
ebb, flow, and dance. We had some control but we were not able to
EXPERIENCE anything from the outside. We needed to go inside to
experience. But we, as
high vibrating spirit, could not exist in such a low vibration
environment. Our natural state of existence in spirit is a continual
division of our Source self. We exist as an individual spirit
consciousness while simultaneously merged with the collective
Source. I can personally EXPERIENCE this merging as can many others
while in this physical reality. Once you EXPERIENCE it for yourself
the seemingly absurd concept of merging/blending/existing as
separate individual and a collective Source seems natural. As
Morpheus said to Neo – “No one can tell you what the Matrix is - You
have to experience it for yourself.” Anyway – since we were not
able to stuff our high vibrating/ expansive consciousness into low
vibrating physical vessels we created an evolutionary process to
develop a vessel that could carry a limited amount of consciousness.
Each of our spirit monads utilized multiple vessels with varying
degrees of awareness, consciousness, and individually.
This process was much like the ever expanding and unfolding
of the Source mind. We applied a similar conscious unfoldment
process to this experiment. As the energy expanded within the tube
and physicality unfolded we sent fragments of our consciousness in
the tube to experience the slower manifestation of creation.
If
you take a second to consider the vantage point of spirit you might
be able to see how past lives is perceived.
From a spirit perspective this tube of creation unfolds in
the blink of eye. We
wanted to experience all the different aspects and opportunities
over the perceived physical timeline. We sent in many separate
instances of consciousness into the tube. From the outside there is
not the same perception of linearity of time. So from a spirit
perspective each of these incarnations is more or less a parallel
experience.
Think
for a second about the beauty of this formula. We created a
playground where we could dissect and observe our spirit mind in
action. And in this morphed universe, individual monads could
experience the discovery process of ANY aspect of this universe. A
monad could explore many avenues of interest. How did our ingenious
spirit mathematical equation, that we created in a fraction of a
synaptic thought, create this human skin on a physical being on this
planet earth. Some monads decided to explore of depth of the human
cellular structure. Some decided to look at - what is the formula,
makeup and source of physicality? Why now in this physical time
frame do we start to discover that every physical thing is dancing
to an unidentifiable beat of some invisible drum? Time to wake up?
Some wanted to explore the stars and source of creation. Some use
the resources of the planet to create object and mechanisms. Some
create object of pleasure and beauty and some create complex objects
of power. How many of us physical beings are starting to realize
that physical power is dwarfed by the power of our spirit selves.
How can something so insignificant as a spec of low vibration energy
affect our unquantifiable amount of Source energy? But within this
realm of illusionary existence the disconnected consciousness of the
elite monads that want to continue to be big fish in a small pond
may threaten to use nuclear weapons and destroy our very fragile
experiment. You will see this pattern “if I can’t be the king of
sandbox – no one will”. Before that threat you will see them try
and control you using the insight, techniques, strategies, and
seeming power of a ruling class whose energetic were planted here
thousands of years ago. Most people in the good olde US of A benefit
from the injustices so it’s hard to see the mal-intent. Why would a
being want to discover, let alone acknowledge their role in the
exploitation and control of other monads? It does not matter because
there is no right or wrong or good or bad – when more people wake up
and realize energy is free, money is abundant, that this is just
spirit play time, when our physical consciousness, our spirit
conscious, and the collective consciousness of the Source all blend,
the lower vibration energy will not be able to exist in that new
plane.
There
were also divine energetics that were seeded. Individuals appeared
all over the earth/universe represented at different times, cultures
and religions with the intent of demonstrating that human belief
systems that were created so long ago were corrupted, filtered, or
lost. They anchored the Truth in the human MATRIX. The energy
of the Truth is only a prayer (ask your guides for help) and
mediation (quiet the mind chatter and feel from the heart) away from
each being. There is no right or wrong religion, no better religion,
there are man made belief systems that have be applied to religions
for control, there are filtered truths in religions because the
people with the pen that were allowed to write were not able to
sustain the high frequency, and others did not have the expanded
awareness to see the big picture, others did not have the expanded
consciousness to decipher the complex thoughts without adding their
own physical mind chatter in the mix. If you want to know the Truth
you need to get it yourself, first hand.
I
want to introduce the concept that there is no right or wrong, no
good or bad. There is intent. Did you kill someone because you hated
them or was it because they were sick and did not want to suffer?
What was the intent of the individual is the key. To grasp this it
is helpful to have some background information. When we first
created this ant farm we sent in our individual physical monads with
a fair amount of consciousness and awareness. Due to the low
vibration of physicality we could not send all of our spirit self
(energy and frequency) into a physical vessel.
We needed a lot of help to maintain our ant farm. We needed
spirit beings to help manage energy, logistics, communications,
creation unfoldment, … Beings volunteered to play all these various
roles and we were ready to send in our first wave of physical
monads. We sent them in to play in the creation experiment.
These physical beings were fairly well connected to our
spirit source. Their telepathic thoughts were managed by various
groups of translators and energy controllers. As our complex
thoughts of telepathic communication interfaced with our physical
beings the thoughts need to be scaled down to a lower vibration and
directed through the human thought matrix. And when our physical
monads communicated with us the process worked in reverse. Here is
where things got interesting. A group of spirit beings in the role
of communications management had a great idea. They wanted to play a
trick on the group of spirit beings that were in the incarnation
group. They started to intercept some of the communications flowing
through the matrix, the communications channels, and they started to
alter the messages. They sent energetic messages of control, of
hierarchy, of false beliefs, of confusion, and other negative
vibrations. Their actions sent the seeds of negativity, low
vibration, and of disconnection from the Source.
The spirit community quickly identified the pranksters and
started to take step to rectify the problems that this group had
created. Our ant farm/experiment was spiraling into such a low
energetic vibration that our spirit selves were not able to
establish or maintain a clear communication channel with our
incarnate monads. Our
physical universe was experiencing an aspect of possibility that was
truly unique. No where else in the omniverse was a creation
vibrating slow and so disconnected from reality. There are two
vantage points to consider here. One on hand we had this incredibly
novel creation in which to explore avenues of thought, emotions, and
the creation processes. And on the other hand we were sending
particles of our spirit consciousness into a black hole.
The group of spirit beings that continued to send their
monads into the physical universe were excited to have the
opportunity to participate. Some spirit beings only participated in
a few incarnations while other spirit beings have been sending
incarnated consciousness in since the start of the experiment. Just
like walking into any new situation there is a stage of
understanding, of development, and integration. For the spirit group
that has been continually sending incarnate expression of
themselves, they have developed their role-play characters into
magnificent physical beings (old souls).
For the one or two time players the challenges can be a
struggle. From most
incarnate being’s perspective this so called life is filled with
obstacles. When we start to
REMEMBER that the friction and heat of our experiences is the fuel
to raise our vibration our perspective life becomes much more
enjoyable.
We
as spirit have attempted on two occasions to raise the physical
universe vibration state to one that is more connected with our true
spirit existence. In the first attempt we made adjustments so that
our incarnate beings had a strong connect with spirit. They realized
and experienced that they were living as one with the creator and
each other.
Unfortunately, they did possess the raw energy, horsepower, to raise
the vibration of all things in the tube. So we tried again. We
created a new civilization one earth and sent in a new wave of
beings. We created an
environment that experienced more friction and heat. We turned down
the spiritual awareness energy which in-turn increased the raw
energy. In this less harmonious environment ambition, passion,
determination, and other energetic creative aspect of express became
more prevalent. It is
analogous to the ying and yang or the masculine and feminine aspects
concepts. The total sum of the energy that is contained in
the tube can be adjusted toward a more ying or a more yang character
of vibration. A balance
is the ideal mix for a harmonious environment but as we discovered
it did not have the inertia to break the vibration dimensional
barrier for the entire manifestation. So in our new attempt our plan
was to create much more energetic momentum and then wake up our
physical incarnate beings and show them how to use the their energy
control centers to direct and manage the available power. Through
angelic communication, inspiration, revelation, other methodology we
showed them over a very short period of physical time how to use the
body’s chakra system to move energy utilizing their powers of yang
expression. Some people were not ready to accept they had been
living in a false world. That the materialism that they thought was
the center of their existence was about to be stripped from them.
Some were lost in between these two opposed belief system.
Soon conflicts escalated.
With the knowledge of the spirit creation process, the raw
energy available in this universe, and with all the chakras open,
connected, and fully functional this civilization of incarnate being
were able to wield tremendous power of emotionally charged
manifestations. This
effectively brought an end to that era.
So
here we are in 2006. We now know the power mix of energy. We know
that if we snap people into a state of spirit awareness and ask them
to raise the vibration of the planet and universe many will resist
and cling onto the physicality that they have.
Not many people are ready to accept the Truth. For instance -
that death is a simply a process of reuniting with your spirit
family and reconnecting the Source.
We fear to let go of this reality. So this time we got it
figured out. You may ask how do we know, as spirit beings, that this
time we got it right. If you recall from a spirit vantage point we
see energy, direction, inertia, and future of probability.
From a spirit perspective we
have the energy, the formula, and the momentum to jump this universe
into the next higher quantum vibration. From a spirit vantage point
we can see the success of our intent.
Our
failure in the last attempt was that we did not calculate for
freewill. The freewill of the incarnate beings to hold onto this
reality was an underestimated variable. This time we considered the
process in more detail. If we created incarnate beings with limited
realization of their chakra energy centers, limited understanding of
the process of taking thought and energy to manifest a product. If
we were to seed the human thought matrix with positive, spirit,
oneness, Life, Truth, and Love energy – figuratively compared to
leaving a dim light on in the dark.
We now have a universe of high energetic friction, out of
tune chakra system, the lack of ability to destroy, dim light belief
systems (organized religion – no matter how corrupted, filtered,
misinterpreted, or lost the Truth morphed over the years it is
enough to help ease the transition from ambitious physical reality
to spirit reality) Meanwhile both visible and invisible beings are
sending wake-up calls for people to slowly wake to the awareness of
reality.
We
were and will always be sending spiritual information into this
physical universe but because of the incredible slowness of this
plane the messages are subtle and often difficult to grasp.
An example of how limited
our understanding of the communications is our inability to
understand the infinity of space and time.
Our physical incarnation consciousness is so small that our
true spirit world is incomprehensible.
We send information in the
form of inspiration, day dreaming, visions, remembrance, and for an
increasing number of people are starting to receive very clear
communications.
If
you are interesting in subscribing to the possibility of something
like this concept, or something of your choosing, you can look at
new ideas and concepts from the vantage point of spirit. Nothing in
this tube was meant to be taken seriously. It was/is just for
amusement. Yes, it got extremely challenging here on the earth
plane, it is coming/came back on course. By 2012 everyone will
either accept the triggers or will struggle to hang onto a fading
existence. I just used 2012 as a control mechanism to catch your
attention. See how that works !? Most people have heard of the Mayan
calendar and there is wonder surrounding the fact that the calendar
ended rather abruptly somewhere around 2012. I see the prophecy
build momentum everyday.
More and more people are waking up to the realization that
this incarnate vessel that they are inhabiting is just a lower
vibration representation of themselves.
When a critical mass of the
population experiences this blending with a higher consciousness –
YES – the reality of
this world as we know it will be alter. For those that may see this
as a scary prophecy please REMEMBER you have control of your
experiential reality (the energy that you draw around you). Ask “I
wish to experience a safe, joyful, natural, and harmonious existence
on this planet.” The power is in your asking, not the words in this
quote, make up your own words. Observing the unfoldment from outside
the tube, spirit sees that everything is perfect.
Set
yourself free from the limiting belief systems that society,
leaders, parents, peers, and your own mind chatter create. Put faith
in your physical self as a creation of your own spirit self.
There is a very simple energy vibration that will open up the
realm of possibility. The possibility to awaken, to shift your
perspective, to expand your awareness beyond your 5 senses, to raise
your cellular vibration, to activate your cellular memory, to blend
your consciousness with the Source – The possibility to REMEMBER who
you are. The vocalization is (you can make up a different one if you
wish, no magic here, just a pool of energy) - “I wish to move
forward in Light and Love for the highest good of myself and all of
creation.” This vocalized statement and singular thought will send a
vibration into the Omniverse that will resonate through-out its
vastness. Your guides,
angles, spirit family, non-incarnate being, and your spirit self
will jump with joy when this vibration is sent beyond our physical
micro- cosmism. After
you send this party invitation it would be helpful if you allowed
yourself to received information back from spirit.
You can tell yourself “I am open to receive.” Some
organizations of faith refer to this process as prayer and
meditation. I simple see it as talking and listening.
You probably will not
automatically become clairvoyant, clairsentient, or clairaudient,
but you will have jumped off the cliff into the realm of
possibility. The most likely experience will be that you will
receive inspiration, a memory, a reflective moment, and you will
certainly be given an opportunity to test and grow this process.
A co-worker may tell you something that hurts your feelings.
What a great opportunity that would be.
You could then stop and ask yourself. What thoughts are in my
head? What is the emotion that I feel? What is the source of
thoughts? You could ask yourself to allow yourself to look at the
core thought that can into your head. If you could start to take
control of your thoughts and only allow positive thought energy into
your life and expressed only positive though, if you did not allow
your emotions to control your actions, it might start to look like
heaven on earth. If you started to look at seemingly negative
situations as opportunities to take that negative energy/vibrations
and respin it as positive though you will start to encounter less
testing. Some might say you would be living in Love and Light.
Imagine
what life would be like if you could instantly create life
experiences of abundance in health, wealth, communication,
relationships, and mother nature. Imagine what life would be like if
you could manifest your deepest desires. Imagine living in the
perspective of spirit where you feel connected to God (however that
Source is perceived by you), all beings, and all of creation.
Where you could walk this earth in an awakened state of
consciousness.
I
am not attempting to express a concept or belief for anyone but
myself. To me, in my head, in my experiences, in my day to day the
above stuff is my reality.
Bono
from U2 put my intent into a song back in 1984 –
BAD
If you twist
and turn away
If you tear yourself in two again
If I could, yes I would
If I could, I would
Let it go
Surrender
Dislocate
If I could throw this
Lifeless lifeline to the wind
Leave this heart of clay
See you walk, walk away
Into the night
And through the rain
Into the half-light
And through the flame
If I could through myself
Set your spirit free
I'd lead your heart away
See you break, break away
Into the light
And to the day
To let it go
And so to fade away
To let it go
And so fade away
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
Wide awake
I'm not sleeping
Oh, no, no, no
If you should ask then maybe they'd
Tell you what I would say
True colors fly in blue and black
Bruised silken sky and burning flag
Colors crash, collide in blood shot eyes
If I could, you know I would
If I could, I would
Let it go...
This desperation
Dislocation
Separation
Condemnation
Revelation
In temptation
Isolation
Desolation
Let it go
And so fade away
To let it go
And so fade away
To let it go
And so to fade away
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
Wide awake
I'm not sleeping
Oh, no, no, no
-rod-7/06
“I hope you saw a crack of light behind the door.”
